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Wednesday, June 12, 2002 ( 7:57 AM ) All Green Buildings I should be working but need to write down my thoughts. I joined LA Weight Loss last night. I'm tired of being fat. This is a good year to loose some weight. Katie will graduate, Steve will graduate, next spring will be my 30th high school reunion. I don't want to be fat anymore. I am worried about my health, I want to wear cute clothes, I want to feel better. I am worried about feeling deprived. I don't want to give up control. I need to get in shape. I want to do some serious walking. I want to participate in the Three-Day next year. What about the Memorial Baton Death March. That might be fun. Fantasy. I need to stop fantasizing and make it reality. Steve would be happy if I lost weight and so would the kids. I must pray. I must follow the plan. I must succeed. I didn't do the walk, this could be my challenge. I stopped biting my nails after all those years. I can loose the weight but must follow the plan. This is a good year. I have a new job. I just received a great performance evaluation. It must be a good year. I want to work on the house. I want to sew. I want to be creative and productive. I feel better. But not complete. I must loose the weight and keep it off forever. Food is not fun. Food leads to unhappiness. I will loose the weight. I'll be back. 99 pounds to loose. # |
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